Saturday, January 24, 2009

Inside Casey and Taylor's Mind... o.o Ooooohhh!!

.... Nothing..*Cricket, Cricket*
xD LOL JK!!
Jk about jk!! Lol, jk.

Me: Blue
Casey: Purple

OMG!!! IM HERE WITH CASEY!!!! SAY HEY CASEY!!!
<_<>
:D YEAH!! Thats Casey u guys!!! Thats muh buddeh!! =D MUH SMEX BUDDEH! ._. JayKay... Heheheheh.... :3 Heh. Just kidding about just kidding xD Just kidding about just kidding about just kidding! ;D JK!! SERIOUSLY!
Okkaayy.. Inside our mind hmmm? ,... Uhh, I like to think about waffles? ... <.<>
O_O OH MEH TOO! ESPECIALLY THAT LAST ONE!!
Yeah... Tim's a super dooper hawtie!! :3 Bow Chicka Bow Wow...
*Nods* Yes, i concur. lol GLORY HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!! xD
And... Uhhh, Im eating Wendy's? o-o Soo.. i guess im thinking about Burgers and fries rite now? lol And im also thinking about wut a crack head Taylor ish .__. AHAH.
o_o .. Only on the weekends!
Okay... we kinda wanna eat now <,<>

Thursday, January 15, 2009

LOL!!! [Science Class Mishap]

Omg, Today during our free period at school, Our science teacher Ms. Tawny wanted to show us a sceince expirement she was doing in her science class xD
So she got one of those blue ten gallon jugs, the ones u put the pretty lil cone cups under and water comes out? Yeah those. And she poured alcohol in it. Then shes like "Does anyone wanna help me out with this?"
LOL And Jon jumped up and said "I'LL HELP! Idc if i get burned" Then he started laffin like it was a joke.. Oooh, but this was NO laffin matter xD (Well, for him it wasnt)
So, she lit a piece of paper on fire and shes like, "Okay jon, just carefully drop it in the jug, then move yer head away quickly." So he nodded like he was listenin'.
And he dropped the stupid piece of paper in the jug and FLAME SHOT UP AND BURNED HIS FACE!! ROFL!!!
Like he had second degree burns on his ear! And his eyebrows were completely senged off!! xDDD He looked lyk a goober!!
LOL! It was funny for the momment, but after i got done laffin', i felt rlly bad, cuz it rlly hurt him! I mean.. HE BURNED HIS FACE! xD! It was still funny tho lol. And after it burned him, like rite after he dropped the paper in, He starts jumping and running around cuz his hair caught on fire! LOL! So he banged his head on a wall to put it out!! xDDD It was hilarious.

HAPPY RAINBOWZ!!!

Lol, Do u kno wut i noticed? I have alot of depressing post on my blog xDD So i decided to write about the good things goin on in my life rite now! :D ... Which isnt very many things ._. lol
Okay..

Number One: IM ALIVE!!! =3 YEAH!!!
Number Two: I have lots of awesum friends that care alot about me <3

Number Three: Im passing Math this year with a 75.6%!! Wooo!!!
Number Four: Hmmmm..... Im going to the movies this weekend to c the unborn! lol
Number Five: Uhhh... Potatoes?

Yeeaahhh... Thats about it.. Lol

Yay.. Another Jon Update.

(E-mail From Jon In Red) (My E-mail Reply In Dark Blue)

ok so i have a few things left to say to u. as far as me tellin Olivia and Kristen tht thing...i only sed tht to kristen. i never said it to olivia. and second of all, the way u would b able to kno tht i wuz tellin the truth was just by the way i acted and tried to treat u. u have to take tht kind of thing by faith. if u had ever really loved me u would understand what i am saying. also, i dont care what bad crap u have to say about me, but if u have something to say, say it to my face and not behind my back. i dont deserve to b treated lyk tht. so have a nice life without me taylor. im sure it will b much better for u that way.

signed,
Jon Welborn


Jon, wutever. Okay. JUST WUTEVER. U kno i loved u okay? And u sure as hell kno i cared about u! I didnt defyi my parents for a month just so i could b with u if i didnt care! And i havent said ANYTHING behind yer back, other than talking about our situation with sum peepz. Im sure u've been sayin sum junk to ZACH about me, i kno u said sumfin to casey! And that controllin' playa thing, when u said that junk about mayo wuz pushin the line, That i was ALL OVER HIM -_-" And at the Christmas party when i went to hang out with him, that too. I can't take this drama, Jon. its completely gettin out of hand! We need to handle it and get over it, okay? I wanna be friends with u.. But after seein all this crap.. I would never be anything more than friends. I rlly thought after all this junk we went thru it would all work out ya kno? That u were actually the 1 i was gonna meant to be with...
Anyway. C'yah
TaYlOr.


ok, so about the chirstmas party...i didnt care tht u were hangin out wit mayo i did care ab the fact tht u ignored me tht time. and me, mayo and zach all saw the txt msgs ab u playin me up to b the only one who was "physical" last thursday which wasnt true at all. and another thing...i rle wasnt tht mad ab the mayo thing wit mayo at lunch. and i rele didnt think u were all over him. the only thing tht irritated me was the fact tht u n mayo were leaning over me n tht was just irritating. but i got over it in lyk five mins. taylor i love u now and i always have and i always will. im sorry ab tht first email i wrote tht on monday when all this was fresh. all i sed to casey btw was tht it rele hurt me wat u said and tht i still loved u n i always would but tht i hated what u had said. but i never trash tlkd u. i never stopped loving u and and i never will. but im sorry about what happened and i rele wished tht we couldve worked this out but obviously u dont want tht and i want u to be happy i just wish tht u cld b happy with me. im sorry i failed u and im sorry for any pain i may have caused u. just kno ill love u till the day i die taylor. and you will always have a piece of my heart.
love always,
Jon


I didnt reply back. I was to pissed to even deal with it.

How much does THAT suck!!?? Now i feel lyk a total piece of crap!! Jon has always had a good nack for makin pplz feel bad about themselves.... And it is definatly workin!!! I rlly have no idea wut to say or do! Honestly, Im no trying to sound self-concided, cuz thats just not meh. But im a rlly nice person! I can't just go around hurting ppl!! Even if they hurt me (JON!!)! Hurting them back won't do any good! Plz! Sum1 tell me wut i should do!!! I want to get the message thru that i don't wanna be with him without being a bitch about it! But idk how to do that!? I've never been good with rejecting pplz. But.. I need sum advice! HELP!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Friends? Maybe...?


Aye pplz :3 Its meh!! lol Okay!! I have tons of awesum friends!! And most of them i can trust?.... I think? I love all my friends, but sometimes, i just dont kno if i can tell them anything anymore, cuz they run and go tell everyone! I mean, i gotta couple close friends that have ALWAYS been there for me! No matter wut! But... I just kno that alot of my friends have backstabbed alot of ppl. (including me, sumtimes) Some of them only do it when they get mad at me, They won't talk it out like a normal human being! They gotta go find another crowd or click they can hang with so they can go gossip about me. But ya kno, when u think about it, 90% of the girls in the world r just lyk that lol. I mean, im guilty, i've done that b4. And i felt horrible afterwords cuz i just have lyk the worst carma ever, and i cant get away with anything! lol So i always end up learning from my mistake.. lol, eventually. But sum girls aint lyk that! Their just PURE, COLD-HEARTED MEAN! And sum of my friends r lyk that. I hate to say it, but its just the truth. The girls cant stand 'em cuz their backstabbin' hoez, The guys don't like just becuz their hoez lol And i wanna tell them how i rlly feel! Just lyk, let loose on their asses and tell them how mean they rlly are!!! But at the same time.. I fell rlly bad for them, cuz ya kno, most of them have bad lives at home, and im sure i woudnt do much good goin' off on them at skool. Wut should i do??

Problem Much?

Okay, Heres the thing. Theres this guy, and i thought he was super awesum at first, right? We all do, you see a hot dude, and yer like "WOAH Thats my mann!!" But in reality, when you get to kno him, hes not the prince charming you thought he was. He asked me out.. And without me even knowing, i started neglecting all my friends, and i didnt even kno it!! And seriously, while we were going out, out of ALL HONESTY, i was a total bitch. And wut makes it worse is that i was a bitch to all my friends and my parents! I neglected my best friend, Mayo (justin) and that made me feel lyk a complete hoe-bag... It hurt even worse cuz hes just so forgiving!!! He didnt even try to fuss me out for it!! He just said "Thats okay, Taylor." And no matter what he said.. I knew it was OKAY! I stil feel horrible for treating him like that...
But anyway, back to the Jon problem. He treated me soo great for the first week... I thought he was my world! But, as always, all good things come to an end..
He started controlling me.. Controlling who i hung out with, who i talked to.. How i handled myself. And for the first time.. i actually noticed it! We broke up. (shocker, right? Not..)
And heres the thing with Jon. Everytime he has a problem with me, or wut im doing, He won't say it to my face. He'll write me a LONG DEPRESSING note (more like an ESSAY) on how he feels -_-" So this is wut he said in the note he wrote me. (My opinion in Blue xD)
Taylor, I can't believe u would do sumthing lyk this to me (It was EASY, trust me..)! U broke my heart..... u completely crushed it!! How could u!? And now yer ignoring me, acting like a complete A** Hole! (At least he had the desencey to block it out :P lol) All i did was LOVE u!! And u did THIS to me!! Well... I just want u to kno.. That i still love u, i just ate the way yer acting.

Yeah, so thats wut it said -.- Great rite? Yeah, thx i kno. Have u ever heard that song "Gotta be Somebody" by Nickleback? Thats how i feel rite now ._. Rite when u think u've found sumone u love, its never real. But thats just life i guess? Can anyone relate?