Problem Much?

Okay, Heres the thing. Theres this guy, and i thought he was super awesum at first, right? We all do, you see a hot dude, and yer like "WOAH Thats my mann!!" But in reality, when you get to kno him, hes not the prince charming you thought he was. He asked me out.. And without me even knowing, i started neglecting all my friends, and i didnt even kno it!! And seriously, while we were going out, out of ALL HONESTY, i was a total bitch. And wut makes it worse is that i was a bitch to all my friends and my parents! I neglected my best friend, Mayo (justin) and that made me feel lyk a complete hoe-bag... It hurt even worse cuz hes just so forgiving!!! He didnt even try to fuss me out for it!! He just said "Thats okay, Taylor." And no matter what he said.. I knew it was OKAY! I stil feel horrible for treating him like that...
But anyway, back to the Jon problem. He treated me soo great for the first week... I thought he was my world! But, as always, all good things come to an end..
He started controlling me.. Controlling who i hung out with, who i talked to.. How i handled myself. And for the first time.. i actually noticed it! We broke up. (shocker, right? Not..)
And heres the thing with Jon. Everytime he has a problem with me, or wut im doing, He won't say it to my face. He'll write me a LONG DEPRESSING note (more like an ESSAY) on how he feels -_-" So this is wut he said in the note he wrote me. (My opinion in Blue xD)
Taylor, I can't believe u would do sumthing lyk this to me (It was EASY, trust me..)! U broke my heart..... u completely crushed it!! How could u!? And now yer ignoring me, acting like a complete A** Hole! (At least he had the desencey to block it out :P lol) All i did was LOVE u!! And u did THIS to me!! Well... I just want u to kno.. That i still love u, i just ate the way yer acting.

Yeah, so thats wut it said -.- Great rite? Yeah, thx i kno. Have u ever heard that song "Gotta be Somebody" by Nickleback? Thats how i feel rite now ._. Rite when u think u've found sumone u love, its never real. But thats just life i guess? Can anyone relate?